Boring Central

I am boring myself stiff! All I do is school until 12...company business then bartend at 4 or work on the house...sometimes I eat and shower inbetween. Lord that is boring.
I need a couple of nights off...
This weekend is a power weekend though...getting as much done as possible on the house with my parents and a painter is coming over tomorrow (thank you God)!!

What are you guys doing this weekend??

Feel like a song?? I am feelin' this one today...

Paint

How freaking hard could it be to mix a can of paint?? I need one more can for the second coat to my spare bedroom... I have been to Lowe's twice now and STILL do not have the right color. I even took in the empty (correct color) can last time...they have those damn computers that match the color for you...wth???
Needless to say, I have to go back tomorrow yet again...JUST what I want to do...
It is hard to tell when you are at the store looking at a tiny dot they put on the top of the can...next time I am making them open up the thing in front of me...
Then pouring it on their head if they get it wrong!!

House headaches

I have school full time, I have a company...(that I am supposed to be running), I bartend two nights a week and now I have this freaking house...
UGH.

I am so super depressed the last two days. I just cannot seem to get anything in a comfortable place...schoolwork is so time consuming...I am so behind...
The company is a joke...I have five buildings I need to get clean tonight and I fired the girl in charge of them...that means I need to clean five buildings by daybreak...myself...UGH.
A contractor just left my new house and it is more a wreck (in some ways) than when he arrived...he tore down and repaired a portion of the living room ceiling and the rest of the room is COVERED in dust now...I cleared out the spare room so he could put on the second coat of paint while here...so now MY bedroom is not livable...I cannot GET to my bed...only to hear him say that he cannot come back until Wed or Thurs. to paint the spare room.
UGH.

Homeownership is SOOOOO not fun right now.

It's good to be home...

Here I am again, so I must be getting something I need from doing this. A lot has changed...not nearly enough though. Sometimes I feel like the only one that is going nowhere...everyone else seems to pick themselves up and life takes them on new routes. I am DOING...I am TRYING, but honestly I am still sad and not nearly where I thought I would be by now. I feel like my life is just passing me by and I am helpless to make it what I want. I try and work harder than anyone I know...at being a good person...be it a friend, family member, coworker, lover, whatever...I really feel like I fail on most accounts.

Enough wallowing...
I went back to college to finish my degree. It has been challenging because i have to balance so much...but I will fill you in on some good stuff regarding that as well.

I bought my first house...lots to tell there!! Never thought I would do that alone...never thought I would just be doing so at 32 though!!

Guess I will cruise around to see if I am still welcome around here...I have missed you and am anxious to catch up. I haven't been able to get into my old Blogger email address though...forgot the password and account I used to set it up, sooooo, I will set up a new one.

It's good to be home...