This is my 101st post!! How fitting.
I have so much to say, but will keep it short and sweet.
THANK YOU...for everything.
MISS YOU...already.
YOU ARE SIMPLY THE BEST.
Remember (*as I will try too):
“Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option”
The waste is over.
Friday, February 23, 2007
Monday, February 19, 2007
It's high time!
Hey guys!
I have been just existing for a few years now really. I have not accomplished much of anything. I made a promise to myself at the beginning of the year that this would be the YEAR of accomplishment. I have not accomplished much of anything this year and we are nearing the end of Feb.
April 11th I turn 32!! I made a promise that I would lose the excess weight that damn comfort food gave me, as well as to sit for my real estate exams by then. I also own a business that really is on auto pilot. It could be so much more if I would actually TRY!!
At the risk of sounding arrogant, I have SO MUCH potential. Each day that goes by is yet another that I WASTE doing this and that, but not much of anything really.
I have made the decision to DO...there is no TRYING, there is only DO or DON'T DO...and I am tired of being mediocre. I used all the typical excuses...I am too tired, too unattractive, when I am thinner, if I had more money, tomorrow...ETC. ETC.
Those are gone.
I am making an action plan and am sticking to it.
Wake up 4:45 a.m.
Gym 5:00-7:00
Shower/Eat 7:30-8:30
Study and Work 9-5
From there I have relationships to work on...family, friends, Love interests, networking for business and pleasure. I have a lot of other things that I have the desire to explore. Hobbies, philanthropies, places. etc.
I could go on and on. The point is I am tired of stagnating. It is time to GET IT DONE.
I want to be a great beautiful wife to some wonderful man, not a depressed, out of shape, broke single chic. I want children...at 32 it is time to stop waiting for others...it is time to CREATE my own life.
THANK YOU for the experience this venue has created. Some day I wish to meet most if not each and every one of you. I can say with honesty that I love you guys. I feel like you know me and vice versa...better than most of my friends that are local. As amazing as you all are, I spend too much time reading and commenting and posting on this computer. I need to focus on ME for awhile. I will be taking this down shortly. I would like to start with a clean slate. I want to truly release all of the drama that has been holding me down.
I can still be reached via email...actually maybe now I will have time to respond!! I will be thinking of each of you and have suspicions that I will check into your blogs as I will want to know how you are!
I have one final request...Please re-visit my post called The Secret. It is changing my life...I hope it does the same for you. Oprah just did a show on it, so it will be sure to be mainstream now...I know you will understand when you watch it.
*Hugs*
I have been just existing for a few years now really. I have not accomplished much of anything. I made a promise to myself at the beginning of the year that this would be the YEAR of accomplishment. I have not accomplished much of anything this year and we are nearing the end of Feb.
April 11th I turn 32!! I made a promise that I would lose the excess weight that damn comfort food gave me, as well as to sit for my real estate exams by then. I also own a business that really is on auto pilot. It could be so much more if I would actually TRY!!
At the risk of sounding arrogant, I have SO MUCH potential. Each day that goes by is yet another that I WASTE doing this and that, but not much of anything really.
I have made the decision to DO...there is no TRYING, there is only DO or DON'T DO...and I am tired of being mediocre. I used all the typical excuses...I am too tired, too unattractive, when I am thinner, if I had more money, tomorrow...ETC. ETC.
Those are gone.
I am making an action plan and am sticking to it.
Wake up 4:45 a.m.
Gym 5:00-7:00
Shower/Eat 7:30-8:30
Study and Work 9-5
From there I have relationships to work on...family, friends, Love interests, networking for business and pleasure. I have a lot of other things that I have the desire to explore. Hobbies, philanthropies, places. etc.
I could go on and on. The point is I am tired of stagnating. It is time to GET IT DONE.
I want to be a great beautiful wife to some wonderful man, not a depressed, out of shape, broke single chic. I want children...at 32 it is time to stop waiting for others...it is time to CREATE my own life.
THANK YOU for the experience this venue has created. Some day I wish to meet most if not each and every one of you. I can say with honesty that I love you guys. I feel like you know me and vice versa...better than most of my friends that are local. As amazing as you all are, I spend too much time reading and commenting and posting on this computer. I need to focus on ME for awhile. I will be taking this down shortly. I would like to start with a clean slate. I want to truly release all of the drama that has been holding me down.
I can still be reached via email...actually maybe now I will have time to respond!! I will be thinking of each of you and have suspicions that I will check into your blogs as I will want to know how you are!
I have one final request...Please re-visit my post called The Secret. It is changing my life...I hope it does the same for you. Oprah just did a show on it, so it will be sure to be mainstream now...I know you will understand when you watch it.
*Hugs*
Sunday, February 18, 2007
Vista Baby!
So I am in charge of the snow removal on the sidewalks and entryways to my building. Yeah, it is safe to say I have been just a tad busy with that lately. We have nowhere left to put the snow. There is truly that much on the ground. Not to mention that I practically have a mutiny on my hands because the snow plow guys did not show up during the blizzard until 6:30 pm and by then everyone was pissed. I had one tenant tell me that it was my job...to grab a shovel if I had to, but to get the parking lot clear. I told her to fuck off of course...only in a politically correct way. I am going to stop there because I could write pages about the pre-madonnas(sp?) that think it is my duty to roll out the red carpet for them to and from their suite even when snow is several feet high. Whatever. I am so over these people. They can kiss my fake-baked tan ass.
On a brighter note...AK bought me a new computer to try to start making amends for his issues. He is doing really well with therapy and I am so happy for him. We have placed the passwords on the computer and I just feel better about it. Not to mention that it has Windows Vista. I am still trying to get accustomed to it, but so far it rocks!!
Okay, I have lots of blogs to catch up on.
On a brighter note...AK bought me a new computer to try to start making amends for his issues. He is doing really well with therapy and I am so happy for him. We have placed the passwords on the computer and I just feel better about it. Not to mention that it has Windows Vista. I am still trying to get accustomed to it, but so far it rocks!!
Okay, I have lots of blogs to catch up on.
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