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Hi AK,

It was so nice to see you this weekend! Pickwick and Frolick was a lot of fun. I still can't get over how the majician took Adam's watch off of his wrist without him noticing and how the coins moved from one hand to another. And I thought I was pretty attentive and could figure how he did that...NOT. I guess I can't change my name to Alexis Coppperfield...yet. Anyhow, I know you have been super busy with work, but I very much appreciate that you took the time to join us. We should get together more often. Seeing you always puts a smile on my face...I just think the world of you!!

This e-mail has all the information for the next couple of weekends. Please call me or e-mail me if you are able to attend as soon as possible, so I can make the proper reservations for all.

Hope to see you soon!!!

Most fondly, Alexis
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This is an email in AK's email today. WHAT A S.O.B. Remember on Saturday when I told you he was texting me like a lunatic accusing me of being on a date and blah blah fing blah...well once I left my friends house, he went out with a group of GREEK people...guys and girls. Here is an example of a girl that is just a FRIEND. AM I FUCKING NUTS??? This is how every one of his FRIENDS feels about him and talks to him. FUCK OFF FUCK OFF FUCK OFF. MOST FONDLY?? I don't care that he is not attracted to this girl (she is large) GOING OUT WITH OTHER WOMEN MAKES THEM THINK YOU LIKE THEM PIG WHAT DON'T YOU GET. She attached a fucking agenda for the night before thanksgiving, the night after thanksgiving and a couple of dates in December that she is inviting him to with her and her friends. Mind you, I went to church with this girl (AK's Greek fing church)...mind you in the 8 years we dated we never hung out with her and her girlfriends like he is now. That is what burns me most...when it is time to move or when his dad was dying WHERE THE FUCK were these "FRIENDS"?????????? If they were friends why did I NEVER hang out and get to know them????
NOTHING is special with us...NOTHING for example... remember on THURSDAY when we went to the comedian for his birthday...SAME FUCKING PLACE he went on Saturday with these guys only clearly they had a blast and he was ready to go home early and was a crying weirdo with me...and on his birthday because I WAS THERE, it was only the two of us and two guy friends...notice NOT ONE OF HIS FUCKING GIRL FRIENDS was invited??? WHY NOT if they are such good friends??

BTW, I FUCKING HATE HATE HATE the mentality of GREEK people. I don't care how many people get offended by that I HATE YOUR FUCKING GREEK MENTALITY. It is disrespectful and RIDICULOUS. AK is only half Greek by the way you fucking tools. NOT ONE Irish person considers him to be in their click WHY NOT??? I'll tell you, cuz they are not fucking in the 8th grade, that is why!! THEY don't care that he is Irish. In AK's eyes, it is not the POPULAR SEXY thing to be Irish, so he never brings THAT up...only that he is GREEK!!! AND BTW...YOU ARE IN AMERICA...most of you born and raised...you are American you idiot...SPEAK the fucking language or go back to where your parents came from if you think it is so great and superior to us common AMERICANS. EVERY Greek person I have met thinks you are super close and bonded together because you are Greek. THAT IS STUPID. I am a girl, I am not in a click with every fucking female. I am Ukrainian. SO FING WHAT??? I do not need to hang out with Every Ukrainian in Cleveland. ETC. ETC.
I know this is a mad rant, but I can't take this constant bullshit every fucking day. I have got to just break all ties with this disrespectful ex of mine. HOW do you just erase someone from your life?? Idiot or not?? How do you just not talk to someone who has been there for better or worse EVERY DAY for the last 8yrs??? I DO NOT BELIEVE that I needed to go through all this shit to be a better person...There has never been any danger of me acting the way he does. I do not deserve this.
THIS SONG is blaring today!!

Small pleasures

O-H-I-O!!

The dinner party was a lot of fun yesterday. My pumpkin chiffon pie was a hit. I will be making that again for sure. Already looking forward to our December event! We just stayed in and watched the game. Cute dinner date guy was in Cbus at the game and was texting me during it . SO CUTE...as a matter of fact, he sent me a picture of everyone rushing the field the second the game was over! AK was texting me like a crazy as well asking me to call him and wanting to know if I was on a date (he knows I love football and he hates it)! He tries to spin stuff to make this my fault which really ticks me off...some of his text messages were accusing me of acting the same way he was since we broke up...OHHHHHH, SO I SHOULD REMAIN MS. PERFECT while he CONTINUES TO F ME OVER, never mind that HE is the one ANNOUNCING to the world that we are broken up!! His logic is SOOOOO bizarre. I just know he thinks we are getting married once he gets all this shit out of his system, which leads me to this song that I think expresses it well...I cannot believe she is barely 19yrs old!! My favorite line is near the end when she says "Ain't Nobody got no business stressing all the time". AMEN to that!!

Hope all of you are enjoying and relaxing this rainy Sunday!